I’m turning into quite the slut. Lots of cock and loads in my ass. I’ve been going to the bathhouse at least once a week, and the bookstore twice a week on top of that. I’ve developed a buddy on the internet who I meet at the bathhouse. He’s a total bottom, and I’m vers bottom, so we don’t play much. He spends all his time in the sling waiting for guys to give him their loads. Sometimes when it’s slow, I’ll start fucking him, and then waiting for another guy to come into the sling booth and I’ll leave when the other guy starts breeding him.

I’ve realised that it just plain hurts when getting fucked with a condom. I don’t know why but that thin layer of latex in me just doesn’t feel natural. Besides, if I’m going to get fucked, I might as well take the load. Otherwise, why not just use a vibrator? The same goes with the few times when I top…if I’m not fucking the guy bareback, it’s the exact same thing as jerking off.

Took a really hot load from a young guy at the bookstore the other night. He came in, and I just walked into his booth. He was incredibly cute, too. Southern accent, goatee, twink-ish but with a cute little tummy. We made out for a while, then I sucked him off, and when I stood up, he turned me around and just slammed it in.

bath house!

So it’d been a month since I posted last. I know that I should be more active in my sluttyness. I started seeing somebody (briefly) so I wanted to hold off on hooking up with random guys for a little bit…but things didn’t work out so I’m back to normal.

I did end up going to the bathhouse. I had a great time! I ended up buying a membership, and I’ve done three times. I got fucked in a sling, and fucked several guys in a sling. I hooked up in sauna’s, steam rooms, dark rooms, my own room, showers, and in glory hole rooms

Unlike the bookstore, the guys at the bathhouse aren’t mostly older trolls. I’ve come across guys younger than myself, up through their mid 50’s…and who knows, maybe even older? A lot of the guys that act somewhat innocent are really dirty pigs, and it’s really hot. A lot of guys asked to use condoms, but halfway through, they will come off, and they keep taking it like a champ, or giving it to me like a champ. A few guys will go “don’t cum in me” but when I did (which is odd because I rarely cum when topping), they just layed there with a big smile on their face.

I’m totally addicted to raw anonymous sex. I’m never going to go back to anything else.

bathhouse?

To go, or not to go? That is the question…

I’m only starting to become a slut. Six months ago I would have never imagined myself doing this. Anonymous hookups, taking a load or two at the bookstore here or there. I feel as though I’m almost as the point of no return. Part of me keeps thinking to myself “wait, what are you doing!” and the other part of me just says “oink! go for it.” I’m already becoming addicted to being a bareback bottom, but do I want to take the plunge and go all the way? I know that once I set foot into the bathhouse, there’ll be no turning back, and I’ll be a complete regular there. I really wonder how far I should go.

anonymous quickie

I think one of my favorite types of loads is anonymous. About an hour ago, I was on gay.com and was browsing the Bareback room. I was looking over my resume for an upcoming job interview next week, so my mind wasn’t really into chatting or looking for a hookup (although we all know that the bareback room is just for those who are looking to chat only). Anyways, a guy who is in my city messaged me (it’s rare to find people from my city in there). He asked if I wanted to come take his load. Who am I to say no?
I drove to his neighborhood and walked up to his front door. As I walked up the step onto the front porch, his front door opened. It was completely dark in there, but I walked in anyways. I closed the door, and he pinned me up against the wall. He felt up my cock, then he turned me around and felt my ass. I unbuttoned my pants and slid them down, and he ate me out for about two minutes. Then he guided me to his staircase that was right there and bent me over onto it, unbuttoned his pants, and slammed his cock into me. Online he said I had to be quiet because there were people upstairs sleeping, so I tried all I could from yelping out in pain/pleasure. He fucked me for about three minutes before I could tell he was starting to get close. He was breathing a little heavier and picked up the pace a bit. I started whispering to him “breed me, make me your bitch, cum into my guts, give it to me.” Before I knew it, he had cum deep into my hole.

I love anonymous loads. It’s really hot not knowing who’s spunk you have absorbing into your guts.

2 loads at the bookstore

I went to the bookstore tonight. I was feeling pretty bored, and kind of horny, so I figured that it was a good night for some action. Plus, Fridays are usually pretty happening events. I drove downtown and went in to buy my tokens. Behind the desk next to the creepy old guy dishing out coins was this guy sitting there browsing the net on his computer. He wasn’t hot, but he was enticing. Not to quote Kissing Jessica Stein, but he was pretty “sexy ugly.” He had a baseball hat that hid a little bit of his acne, and he was kind of lanky but still had a teensy bit of muscle on him.

There weren’t really any great guys back in the room. A couple of trolls, and a few fat younger guys…nobody really turning me on. So, I went into  a booth, put down the little window between booths (covered with cum-stained glass), popped in a token and just kind of played with myself a bit. For the next few minutes guys would come in and peek through the gap in the door at me or look through the glory hole. I absolutely loved it. Eventually somebody sat down on the other side of the glory hole and showed me his cock. It was nice – probably 8 or 9″, cut, and pretty thick. I waved him over. He came in and I finally got a look at him. He was in his 40’s, average height and weight, with a goatee and shaved head. I didn’t really feel like getting fucked by him, so I decided that I’m just blow him for a while until I got bored, or he came.

I sat him down on the bench, and knelt down on the sticky floor. I unzipped his pants and took his cock through the slit on his boxers. After slowly jerking him off for a minute or two, I started to suck on his dick. Boy did he love it. He must have been incrdibly sensitive because every time i put my tongue on the top of his head he moaned pretty loud. After a few minutes of sucking him off, he started breathing heavier and panting. Finally he whimpered out “I’m going to cum!!!” That was all the notice that I needed. I immediately went deeper until I have every inch of him down my throat. He came ribbons of creamy white juice down into my throat, and I swallowed every last drop of it. He got up, put on his pants, and left.

My cock was soft by that point (as it usually is when I’m with somebody), so I just zipped up, and headed out of the booth to see who else was out there. Much to my surprise, there were quite a few guys outside of my booth kind of looking around. It was pretty hot to know that they were listening to me getting off. I took a lap around the floor to see if anybody else was there. I glanced over at the counter in the other room and saw the lanky guy who was on his laptop looking right at me. He got up off his chair and started coming over. Thinking that I was going to get into trouble for having sex in the booths (they know it happens, but don’t care as long as you’re quiet about it), I jumped right into the closest booth that I could find. I figured that he would just come back, not see me, then go back to the desk and yell at me on the way out. But figures…he knocked on the door. Busted!

I opened the door expecting the worst. Much to my surprise, he came in and locked the door; I couldn’t believe it! He pulled down his pants, and I followed suit. He turned me around and bent me over, then reached down into his pants and pulled out a packet of lube and smeared some on my ass with his fingers. He fingered me for a minute, then he took his hard raw cock and forced it into me. I screamed out loud from the stars that I was seeing. I took the pain like the good bottom that I am, and it soon turned into immense pleasure. Unfortunately he only lasted a couple of minutes inside of me before he couldn’t hold himself anymore and knocked me up. It wasn’t the best load I’ve ever gotten, but a load is a load.

will

About a year and a half ago I met Will out at a gay club. I was in the middle of a date with this guy who ended up blowing me off for some fag. Will and I ended up dancing and making out all night. I got his number when he had to leave. The next day I texted him, and we ended up meeting up at the movies. We saw some Kevin Costner film, and I ended up jerking him off during it. Afterwords we sat in the back of my car on a rainy night in a deserted parking lot and I blew him. Anyways, I never heard from him again until recently.

I ran into him on gay.com and we got to talking. It turned out he was at the community college nearby. We were both bored so I asked if he wanted to meet up for a drink. I met him out at a neighborhood bar, and we spent about 40 minutes catching up. It was rather odd. There wasn’t any natural chemistry there. I ended up asking if he wanted to come back to my place to watch a movie, because it meant less talking between us.

Halfway through the movie I got bored and horny. I leaned over and we made out while he dry humped me. Then he pushed me off of him, grabbed me, and pulled me into my bedroom. He pushed me down onto the bed and practically threw off my clothes. After about twenty minutes of making out and feeling each others naked bodies he said those five words that I absolutely hate hearing: “do you have a condom?” Ugh. I hate condoms. When you use a condom when bottoming you don’t feel anything. It feels about the same as having a dildo in you. It’s in there, and it feels good, but…it just isn’t the same as being fucked.

Will ended up riding me for about a good 20 minutes. We alternated positions. It started out with me riding him, then we went into missionary. It was fun licking his hairy chest with the pierced nipples. Every time my tongue touched his piercing, it got hime going, and he fucked me just a little bit harder and deeper. Eventually, he yelled “I’m going to cum,” got off of me, pulled off the condom, and shot onto my back. I wish he had given me more advanced warning. I would have swallowed every last drop of that cum. Instead I had to wipe it off of me (he handed me the towel, otherwise I would have wiped it with my hands and swallowed it).

As far as sex goes with a condom, this wasn’t half bad.

intro post

This is my first post. I’m never really sure how to start these things out. I guess that I’m not really the kind of person people would expect a barebacker to be. I’m in my mid-20’s, college educated, and I live in Upstate New York (Capital District). Oh, and I’m kinky as hell. Not kinky like ws, feet, or anything like that. I’m just a cum whore.

I love bareback; I’m almost an addict. I’m mostly a bottom. I enjoy topping, but I don’t ever cum while doing it. I get a lot of my loads from hookups or anonymously at bookstores. I’ve never been to a bathhouse, but want to go some time in the future.

I created this blog because I love reading all the other bare blogs out there, and think it’s kind of a turn on thinking that other people are getting off to my words.

Welcome.